| Laguna Beach Kids Think They're Smart: Not A "Dummycrat" |
[04 Mar 2008|09:10pm] |
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"Tomorrow is the big day. Get out there and vote. I have confidence that the dummycrats can mess this all up and vote for Hitlery tomorrow, making it basically a tie between Obama and Billary, and then all ur votes are thrown away and the washington insiders will pick ur candidate regardless of who has won more states, received more votes, or has more delegates. The republicans are praying you vote for Hitlery tomorrow.
to sum up the race:
1) Obama is NOT muslim...never has been.
2) Hillary is the devil
3) If Obama wins Texas or Ohio, it's all over.
4) If HIllary wins em both, your votes wont count. Superdelgates will decide your candidate for you. Republicans will rejoice.
5) Vote for hitlery tomorrow..it will bring months of joy to my life watching the dummycratic party fall apart :P
6) ok...dont really vote for her. i dont wanna have to move out of the country."
Hiltery, Dummycrats, and Republicans, oh my.
WTF is this kid babbling about? Rich kids from washed out TV shows (that are poor parodies of pathetic teen dramas) should just stick to what they do best, spending daddy's credit card and snorting coke off cameras.
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| the advantages of being an average joe |
[15 Feb 2008|12:11pm] |
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Lately i've been thinking about some ex-comrades of mine, and in the world of females that's often considered "frienemies," haha, which is accurate, but there are just some things about them (certain characteristics) that's permanently burned into my mind. Like the fact that some of them are elitist and it feels like they like being the center of attention, directly on the spotlight. And there's nothing bad about that, but why be in the spotlight? Why be that person that everyone adores and wants to cater to? Where's the fun in that?
I've come to realize that being in the spotlight is pretty lame. And i say that because its boring, and a lot of it is just maintaining a lot of relationships for the shallow benefits of always having some thing to do, or fun stories to share with other people to prove how cool and interesting you are. Its like a continuous escalator of ego and bland relationships. Where are the common struggles of the average joe? Or the failures that make the plot and character of the story (your life, per say) worth living? Having goals and ambitions is great, but why waste your time trying to be infamous or having the cold social hangover instead of just being successful?
i don't know... i enjoy being an average joe. I like not having a life thats like a reality show. I like how my personal relationships are valuable, and how i'm not used for another persons gain. Or how people arn't afraid to tell me things, regardless if i will disagree, disapprove or will get angry at them. Its nice. I feel like i have a good life, and my failures and troubles at the bottom (especially due to my age, i'm a fucking rugrat in my career) make me feel alive.
My life doesn't fucking sparkle, but i like it that way.
My troubles make things difficult, but when i really look at it, its humorous at most.
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| something bad thats granted |
[15 Feb 2008|11:47am] |
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Is it wrong that i find girls who look like 19 year old boys attractive? Granted i'm only 20, and at least 60-70% straight. But those girls are so attractive! they have so much character, i love it.
On another note:
i hate my user name, it reminds me of emo/scene kids that try to be Xxcore. it makes me feel like a hack =/
i'm too lazy to switch over to a different account though.
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| Side Walk Chalk |
[24 Oct 2007|10:30am] |
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So every semester we have a "culture" week at Sierra College, and every semester they put up really cool art from the students. Like every year, usually artists and participate in drawing different images on the sidewalk for different cultures. And which culture did i represent?
I chose the Metal culture!!
ah ha ha ha ha ha
I'm glad i got to finally make one of these babies, since i've always wanted to. It turns out that you don't even have to be an actual artist to fill one out... you just have to ask the right person for chalk and there you go. So i guess i shouldn't feel as special, but oh well. It was also kinda annoying having people walk up to me and say, "OMG! YOU'RE SO GOOD! I CAN ONLY DRAW STICK FIGURES." Another thing is.. well..
Its just... i get embarrassed. I don't know why, maybe i'm ill. So anyway, here are some pictures. Haha, notice how in the last two there are lines by the chicks breasts? Yeah, i'm pretty sure some one felt her up, and fucking smudged the chalk. ASSHOLES. Haha, but hopefully it'll still be there on thursday.
( Look at the pics, after the jump! )
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[22 Oct 2007|11:45am] |
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flour garden rules!
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| [Sepetember Reigns] |
[26 Sep 2005|11:51am] |
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† September... Interesting week so far. Life has just kind of .. hit. I don't update this account because well, its only here for design html & css proposes. So don't think its just because i cut you off my friends list or something, i just don't update. This will probably my last update.
Alright, so life has hit and sunk in. I work Tuesday through Saturday, 12 to 5, and during the week i go to school from 7 to 9. Thats my usual rutine, followed up by hanging out with friends till 2 in the morning, or perhaps, if i'm lucky, spending a night with my boyfriend. *Sigh* i barely have time for anything and i'm always tired, but in return i get a nice big paycheck.
Fuck, i wish i could just go to art school. I want to go to art school so bad, it fucking burns. Fucking government not giving me any money for college... they said my family makes too much. Whatever, i am the most ghetto person i know, i live off of hand-me-downs from friends and family. Second hand shoes and sweaters that my friends give me, thats pretty much my wardrobe. I've had the same pants since i entered high school and they're ripped and stitched up, not because its "punk rawk," but because i seriously can't afford otherwise. Its not a fucking style that i live like the stupid gutter punk kids in auburn trying to be cool, i just seriously don't like spending money on that kind of shit yet. I spend all my money towards computer equipment, gas, and food. Gah... i had to go buy, no no no, my boyfriend had to front me some money so i could get glue to glue back my rearview mirror. And... i think my muffler is fucked up. Got that thing is a piece, gets good mileage thou.
By the way, i am now the proud owner of a LaCie external hardrive (160gb) to store thousands upon thousands of mp3s! I am such a music junky i know... but its oh so worth it. *dances* and now i have ALL of Bork’s albums, hoorah!
Hopefully my brother gets that Sony Vio he's been promising and either gives me his nice laptop (which isn't that old) or the vio. I don't know how he's getting it, but i think my other brother has something to do with it and he's fucking shady. I think.. it fell out of a fucking truck. Whatever, either way, hopefully i get a new computer because this piece of shit is finally dying out on me. If i get it be sure to look out for new art with my fabulous tablet.
Well i'm out, i have to go study for a math test that i'm taking early today. I'm taking it because i want to miss class on wed. to go see NINE INCH NAILS, its going to be fucking rad since i'll be right on the floor. This is it for my last entry,
later.
fuck i hope it doesn't rain anytime soon. My windshield whipers don't work that great, the handle thing broke off so you have to insert it like a key, ontop of that i don't think i have a defroster..
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| [you're a mess! a mess!] |
[02 Feb 2005|07:06pm] |
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† Alright, so here's a summery of what actually is going on in my life.
1. I'm still working through ROP, my internship is at this really cool coffee house called Camp20 and i have a very active role with downtown Colfax since i was introduced to pretty much everyone who works on that entire strip. Jim, the guy who owns the shirt shop across the street is willing to make me some cool coffee mugs with my lips on them. Its a giant picture of my lips grinning showing my braces, i think they'll really sell at my fashion show.
2. I'm still working on that fashion show for my senior project. Its going to be at the new theatre that we just got built, so automatically my friends in the drama department are assigned to do my lightings and stuff, which is really cool. I'm thinking about raising the admission price from 2 bucks to three since all my proceeds are going to AIDS + HIV funding. Assholes here should pay a little more towards a step further for aids funding. Ah, i'm also trying to get people to sign up and help (models, setting display) by getting community service hours, so fuckers better sign up. Speaking of community service hours... i'm trying to try and get together a bunch of people to start a sewing circle & have people make clothes in order to donate to the homeless or something. Hopefully people will sign up....
3. I signed up with EDiFi, so they get paid to fill out my FASA perfectly and help me try to get as most money as i possibly can for college. I want to study in Graphic Design, and possibly take another major in Fashion Design or in a Fine Art. Here are the colleges i want to go to (all in San Fan mind you):
FIDM
AI
ACC
Laguna Arts
CIofA
hopefully by the end of the year i'll be on my way out of here and ready to become some frisco college art kid without going in to debt. Fuck, i hate loans so i refuse to take them. I'm only going to accept grants and scholarships... hopefully that will pay for about 80% of everything. Wish me luck!
4. As far as art goes i've decided to make a portfolio out of every medium i work with just to prove that i can do it. Art colleges will love that shit. So far i've completed this awesome abstract piece, but its in scratchboard. It doesn't look too bad for my 1st scratchboard but hopefully i'll get better as i work on more. I'm also doing a block print and this cool series of strung out people as chessboard pieces. I'm also going to work with more watercolor, marker (fuck that's going to be hard to work with), oil pastels, chalk pastels, and maybe acrylic if i can con somebody into letting me use their paint... fuck why do i have to be so poor? How the fuck am i suppose to accomplish anything with no money. Oh well, i'll find a way, i always do. Speaking of art, i've been writing more songs unfortunately i don't have enough time to finish any of my uh... what is it, like 7-8 stories that i'm currently writing. Whatever, i'll get to them later. I still haven't talked to that publishing company yet... maybe they'll still remember me in 6 years when i actually complete one of my long as stories.
5. Hmm... personal life has been a little wild and out there due to some new friends of mine, but shit got handled and taken care of. My friend Sarah Spencer is headed out to the middle east and she's really white looking. I hope she comes back. Kim's finally given up on ambrose (thank god) and i think Amanda likes Peter. heh... he met her mom. Crazy. I also have an awesome boyfriend right now who's name is Kurtis. We've been together for a while and i want to keep it lasting. He makes me want to play guitar again so i'm actually going to practice this time around. He's really into snowboarding too and wants me to try it so i'm going to check it out. I'll probably like it. He just... makes me motivated. And.. he's not going anywhere, as in, i don't have to worry about him leaving me. He's probably the best thing that's happened to me in a long time, around him i feel pretty safe, like he was the missing puzzel piece to complete the set. Prom with him is going to be awesome... i'm going more of a varga girl style, really old school Betty Pageish, while he's going like a gangster.
god he's so cool.
He gave me a Link toy, how is this not meant to be?
Well thats it for now, later.
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